Motivation

So I've got three days this weekend (thanks to getting a whole lot of stuff done during the week at work, I've got Monday off) which is great since I've got a big physics test on Monday. Hooray.

What I'm lacking, though, is motivation. I don't want this to happen to me:

¶ I was just out of high school, fresh off the chopping block and had to find my means of living. I was in the arcade playing some video games to separate this new adult feeling, when I saw a huddle of blue shirt and khaki pants gang. I soon realized they weren’t just really close friends but Best Buy employees. I was oddly interested. That night I decided I wanted to be part of that gang that walks through the food court in the mall like they own it...

I slowly eased into the culture, accepted the values and it became my life. I went from department to department, moved my way up the corporate ladder always wishing I had just moved to California to fulfill my dream. Year after year my dream got smaller and smaller, until finally it was gone. There wasn’t even a remnant left behind, just an emptiness.

While I don't want to work for Best Buy, I don't want to lose my motivation to do what I want to do and become this drone with just a job.